But when I look out in the rain I think about the past: I want it again. I think about the way you feel inside, I start losing my mind.. I'm losing my mind!
There's not formulated plans Theres no way and theres no chance - it's been too long. -
Cuz I tried to change and I tried to change and I tried to stay, I tried to stay the same i tried to work and tried to work I tried for her, I tried.
I cant forget that day I got you There's something about you, I just watched you Like something I tried but I forgot to... It's not that i want to It's just that I lost you.
Act like I can hear, but Jah knows I'm deaf. Act like I can see but now, yo, from me sight has left. Act like I don't know but, I know these things... Act like I don't feel it but I'm gonna feel it, every morning now on. Each morning, on each night when I need you by my side. On each morning and on each night when I need you.
And when she just stares at me, you can see the bright in her eyes, the huge smile in her face. I'm proud of that. I'm really proud of the way I can make her feel.
"Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, and denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world, head on, guns blazing... Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt. It's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?"
You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan.That's where I'll be waiting.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm gray and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with you. Getting high, running wild among the stars above. Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart: Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard? It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving.. I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together.
You died in my arms. You died in my arms! You freakin died, and then you left instructions that I wasn't allowed to save your life. You wanna know what I'm scared of? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared to move. I'm scared to breathe. I'm scared to touch you. I can't lose you. I won't survive. And that's your fault. You made me love you, you made me let you in. And then you freaking died in my arms.